Hope?

I think i may have a little glimmer of hope appearing. My former boss is coming back up here for 1 or 2 weeks so i'll get some work from him, if he stays longer it would be better, so at least i can get a bit money which i desperatly need. But i dont think i can really rely on him for a more permenant position, i cant go wondering if im going to be jobless the next week or month, that is just too much stress and disappointment foe me. So i will be still looking for more jobs to try and find a more permenat position.

I'm just trying to forget about all the bad stuff and look forward to some good things comin up. My sis is treating me to edinburgh as an early bday present, we are getting the train up early so we can go to the zoo, dungeons, and some other places and then we are going to see David Strassman a ventriloquist that i love on the night so it should be an enjoyable day. And i also have my holiday in September, me my 2 sis's and sis bf are off to disneyland paris, which should be amazing, i just got my passport.

So like i said try and hold onto good things to get me through some of these tough times, and hopefully things will look up.

I'm off to look at a house with my mother today, since she is desperate to get out of here and away from her husband. The only ones she can try and get are ones without bonds or admin fees because she dosnt have that much money upfront. I just wish someone would hurry up and give her one so she can stop moaning. Or i hope gentoo give me a flat so i can get away from the moaning. I do enough of it myself so cant handle it from anyone else.

-sigh-

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