Same Old, Same Old

My life is just the same old story it always has been, i may have have a few changes..got a job, finally paid off my overdraft. But i still seem to be stuck in this same hole. I live with my mother and her husband which is a nightmare..so ive signed on with Gentoo Housing to try and get a flat, because they are both driving me insane, arguing..or the long arkward silence, slamming of doors, him huffing and puffing and everything, he moans about anything, the only comfort i have in the house are the kittens.

Somehow i thought that i i got a job it would be helpful in getting a life, how wrong i was, i have the job and still no life which is my own fault. I am shy and bad at socializing, i cant go out because i have no friends to go out with and find it extremely pathetic i i go out myself, so like i said stuck in the same hole.

I keep saying im going to diet and then again buying junk, all i eat at work is junk because of being too lazy to make a sandwitch on a morning before i start.

At least i have something to look forward to, im off to disneyland with my sisters in september, maybe that will help me forget about my hole for a week and allow me just to have fun. I also have tried to start a story, hopefully if i can it will be a series of stories. The series is called Dragon, the individually story titles will come later. This also allows me tio remove myself from this world and go into another.

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